imabitch

just came back from
ijband concert not long ago.


friendships?
at a certain point
it starts to drift.
both gets further
away from each other
and starts not under-
standing the opposite.

i hardly get to see
them now, and when i
do get to see them.
it just feels weird.
like i dont know them
anymore. like.. we've
drifted so much away
from each other.
what's happening?

on the way back with sherry just now,
thought about so many things
of all the past and all.
3 good years with shakeit.
1 year with DOTT.. etc.

i really miss them alot.
but i dont know whats
going on with them,
and hows everything like.
i dont even understand them
anymore.

the more i thought about it,
i couldnt help it but start to cry
and question myself why this had to happen.
i just didnt know what was wrong.
argh.


just wanna tell you;
i was not angry due to
the photo thing! DO
NOT get the wrong idea.

i was upset; NOT
angry or anything.
yupp.

i'm just at a loss.
we're drifting.

i feel like..
i have no-one now.
NO-ONE.

sorry.
i really have
no mood for
anything.

posted by stacey @ Sunday, January 30, 2005